Monday, January 31, 2011

In and out of control

The other day, while watching an episode of "Monk" (an obsessive-compulsive detective), I started thinking about how important control is to us all. Monk (and presumably, many obsessive compulsive people) tries to compensate for the gap between what he would like to control (just about everything) and what he actually controls (very little) by imposing control where-ever possible, in the form of useless but comforting routines (touching all the lampposts along his way, etc. ). Obviously, he is very aware of the gap, and he does not really accept the fact that very little can be done about it.

The three most important elements in the above description are the size of the gap (which depends more on our own expectations and assumptions than anything else), our awareness of it (some people hardly seem to think about it, while for others, it is crucial), and our acceptance of it.

As far as the real (as opposed to the perceived) size of the gap is concerned, we can only control a very little bit: we grow up to learn a certain degree muscle control, and we try to control our own emotions and our own thoughts, but most of us are only partially successful at that. Of the outside world, we can perhaps control small physical objects, and we can exert an influence over the thoughts and feelings of others in our direct environment (friends, family members, colleagues), but very few of us are in a position to influence (much less control) larger groups of people, except perhaps in certain situations (and then usually for only a short period of time). Example: you can make huge numbers of people think of a lemon just by appearing on the t.v. for a few seconds, and telling them not to think of a lemon. Personally, I would never throw good money away on something like this, but who knows, maybe this is some control freak's idea of a fun thing to do.

Knowing what is realistic is a big step towards accepting the gap. Notwithstanding - or perhaps thanks to - many infantile attempts to fly (including some of my own, which mercifully ended without major accident), most adults find it relatively easy to accept that humans cannot fly on their own, without help from a machine or contraption. In fact, a large part of growing up consists of exactly that: learning about your own limitations and in some cases finding ways to get around them.

And they say t.v. teaches us nothing!
Now if only it would teach me to accept my own limitations ...

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